Mood: Self Loathing
Song of Choice: If I told you this was killing me would you stop?" by The Juliana Theory...for about the 10th time
Topic:Self
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 14 Weeks and 2 days
Quotes of the Day: "If pain was the price for having love towards you, then I would take it williningly", " well if you would die for me so would others and so on and so on til the end of time"," what keeps you from being better your surroundings or yourself?"
Man I really dislike myself somedays. today being one of those days. I mean...most people say Kim is good/nice/sweet/special/whatever fucking ADJ you want to put here.
I mean I'm allright I guess I don't know but really I don't like it when people like me. I mean please dear God make everyone hate me! I mean ahhh having to deal with love and affection are not my strong point! I'm a fighter a defender I'm allowed to love but the minute someone loves me they mess it all up!
How the hell am I suppose to take care of someone when they'r trying to take care of me! Me of all people! I'm violent and angry and troublesome and hateful and evil and some one has the AUDACITY to want to take care of me to try and make me happy! who the hell do these people think they are. I just want to shove them away tell them all to get lost to back off! I'm invisible I live to serve and protect not to be protected what the hell! Man come on.
I hate this this this Female form! If I were a boy I wouldn't have to deal with this! I hate this GOD!! Too much work...I want to walk around with like 3 ft swords and just challenge anyone to try and talk to me God there's a body count...man...why do people see me all of a sudden?
::Sigh::
Note:This is how Kim deals with someone telling her "I love you"
Song of Choice: If I told you this was killing me would you stop?" by The Juliana Theory...for about the 10th time
Topic:Self
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 14 Weeks and 2 days
Quotes of the Day: "If pain was the price for having love towards you, then I would take it williningly", " well if you would die for me so would others and so on and so on til the end of time"," what keeps you from being better your surroundings or yourself?"
Man I really dislike myself somedays. today being one of those days. I mean...most people say Kim is good/nice/sweet/special/whatever fucking ADJ you want to put here.
I mean I'm allright I guess I don't know but really I don't like it when people like me. I mean please dear God make everyone hate me! I mean ahhh having to deal with love and affection are not my strong point! I'm a fighter a defender I'm allowed to love but the minute someone loves me they mess it all up!
How the hell am I suppose to take care of someone when they'r trying to take care of me! Me of all people! I'm violent and angry and troublesome and hateful and evil and some one has the AUDACITY to want to take care of me to try and make me happy! who the hell do these people think they are. I just want to shove them away tell them all to get lost to back off! I'm invisible I live to serve and protect not to be protected what the hell! Man come on.
I hate this this this Female form! If I were a boy I wouldn't have to deal with this! I hate this GOD!! Too much work...I want to walk around with like 3 ft swords and just challenge anyone to try and talk to me God there's a body count...man...why do people see me all of a sudden?
::Sigh::
Note:This is how Kim deals with someone telling her "I love you"
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